i feel sad. i really do. :( and i can't explain why. i feel sad because i'm a year older? sounds so stupid? yeah but i do feel sad. and i wonder if its cause i'm a year older. what have i done for the past 19 years? have i been doing great achievements? i guess the biggest disappointment was failing my O's twice. but then again, i didn't regret being where i am right now. i've met such great people. though something at the back of my mind is just saying "what if". i just wanna achieve something. i wanna make my parents proud. and i feel like the past 19 years,i haven.. :( oh well. i also hate the fact that we only have 24 hours a day. i wish it could extend for 24 hours more. i guess i just have a mix feeling about this. which is so weird! its just a day i get older. why do people give you presents on your birthday? since when is this a tradition and who started it?