i wish someone understands how i feel. just because i am waiting for mail, and longing to hear replies that doesn't have to mean that i am emotionally attached to them. its too soon to tell. however this is a great experience and i am so happy i got to know about it. i haven gotten any mail this week and i feel extremely sad. :( they might be strangers however i feel extremely at ease to talk just about any random things that pops into my mind. being random isn't considered weird like how some people judge me. i realize so many people are so judgmental of others yet nobody fail to see their very own flaws. yes i admit i was a little bit uncomfortable when i found out the truth,but i'm here as their friends. and friends are there for each other,right?

anyways, this 31st is my last day at work. i feel so uneasy and sad. :( this week, is horrible. bad,bad week. i have yet to receive and mail from my dearest Os,MH,Sm,S,D or C. Considering the fact that i have to wait 4 weeks long for MH's reply! my school (my future school,looking at the situation i'm in),my finance!!! and my life story. its been a bad,bad week! i just wish things will get better, i know it will. but just doesn't seem like it at all. i have so many errands to run,so many dreams and hopes. somehow feels like all thats going down the drain. imma miss everyone at work. i feel like i'm the younger sister and everyones looking out for me. you feel me?

well thats all for now,i guess writing is indeed the best way for me to pour out my feelings. here's hoping to a wonderful friendship. Hugs. <3