i haven blogged in forever! new year is here. that was really fast. and of course i did learn a lot, i do mean A LOT in 2009. and i really did find some really amazing people. :)

but when new year comes, obviously Jan is here. when jan is here.. means o level results is due soon. too soon if you ask me. i am totally dreading my results! my sister asked me, "why are you so scared? are you confident?" i can't answer her! i really can't. Well am i? I can't stand it when people say "i believe in you. you can make it". please don't put such high hopes on me. I know how it feels to be disappointed. i know i'm blabbing all this rubbish like i have a damn choice to pass or fail. its like, having to take left or right, but left is shut down! so there is only left with right, so die die must take right. Like my route, left side is shut down, basically to get out of there i have to take right. But i just don't know if they'll let me pass. :/