maybe i am insensitive, maybe i am cranky, i have attitude problem, i am a bad listener or maybe, have it ever crossed your mind, that i am tired? well,i am. i'm sorry to give this very harsh and unwelcome reality check that, yes. i have a life. and yes, i do have my own sets of problems. but of course, just because my o levels have ended i am so god damn free. Right? but well. i am sorry. i think i suck. i really truly believe so too. but please. please. just please. i am exhausted. i am so sick and tired of listening to it all! i have things to worry about to y'know? like my results and how i am going to last this month with my very little (but very blessed to get) pay. and unlike you, i respect my family enough (must i add,love too) that i bring them out, and i pay for the dinner with my first pay. but oh no. nvm, just throw it on me like your trashbag. cuz apparently, to you, this is the biggest fucking problem and if its not solved soon, the world will come to an end and crashing and killing millions of people like perhaps the tsunami or earthquakes happening or the floods happening around the world.

i feel like a bitch each time this happens. i feel like its my fault. well maybe it is. okay? i am sorry i am so insensitive to your feelings. i am sorry i am very very impatient. but, i feel like its been going on since forever. FOREVER! i felt this way in March. i felt this way again in May. i felt worst in August and since then it has never stopped. maybe i did the same too,i dunno. but woah,i don't remember causing you so much pain. i think you need to give me some space to let me breathe. yes, breathe. i need my bloody oxygen or i will really.. i dunno, drop dead? or worst, hate you. i'm very sorry. but please..