you'll feel like you're on top of the world. and nothing can bring you down. however, some nights you lie awake,thinking what are you going to do with your life,thinking about the present,the past and the future. thinking about that special someone. just thinking. you ask yourself,what is so special about him? you make a pro and con list, you crack your head wondering why, you cry and curse, still you can't find the answer. you let your pride down, let your heart take over, still you dunno why. you try to save yourself over and over again, however each time you try, you dig a deeper hole. you try to understand the situation, you try to be mature. but each time, you fail, you just want to give up. but this precious someone,you wonder, is it worth to let go? so you're back to square one, still wondering.