my last paper is tomorrow. my last paper is tomorrow. haha. i have to pinch my oh so thick skin over and over to remind myself that. i am not going to chong pang anymore. no more coffeeshop aunties, kopi o and so many rubbish. woah. 10 months eh. i can actually feel like i can make it this time. though math paper. math paper was a killer. and i hate talking about it,but. argh so irritating. everything finish so soon! i just think its weird. i dunno why but i just needed to express my feelings. i feel so down lately. i've been thinking way too much about everything. maybe this just happens when i don't sleep at night. and it haven happen,in a while. well, i just feel sad. haha, feel sad for all the wrong reasons. people say, nobody is dying, everything will still be the same. but then. nothing stays the same. ever. everyday,every minute, every second, things are changing. we just don't see it. we, humans, we always don't see. we hardly open our eyes to look. sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. well, this is me, typing down a whole junk of rubbish that is called, my feelings. yada yada.. whats new. anyways, i think i better stop now. its a cold,cold night. sleep well. :)