somethings i just cannot understand. and one of them is you. and i wish, i could know you better. these are the kind of things i cannot control. i feel so obsessed with you. and whatever i am talking about, it will always come back to you. i just have to be myself. * rolls eye. if it was so easy then i wouldn't be sitting here having the same thought i have of you since i-don't-know-when. okay, i know i have to accept whatever advice, but, cannot! i am, annoying,irritating and LOUD. like that isn't enough to make someone back off from me. and sometimes i find myself asking the same thing over and over again. how long will this crush last? will it fade? i don't want it to fade. but why? sometimes, somethings are meant to be left alone and just to go with the flow. and maybe that is what i have to do. good day.