i promise myself to never, ever,ever give hope to anyone if i don't like them. i think i'd rather stay virgin mary forever than have to deal with people who likes me or who i think i like but i don't like at all. i'd rather i like you, than you like me. i feel very uncomfortable to know that someone fancy me and i think i might fancy them too and when we think we can be together, i realise we just can't, then i have to say, sorry lets just be friends then when i talk to you, i feel so uncomfortable just the thought of you makes me wanna puke. its really not you, its me. i don't like it when emotions is involve. i think its wise if you don't intefere with my life. because we were never great friends to begin with. i am, utterly grossed out and i feel like, god what a bitch i am, but i'm sorry. i can't do this. so i'd rather, like someone and know that i can never have them, just to admire them from far. its wise when my feelings are not reciprocated. unless, i really really am head over heels for you, which sadly, doesn't happen often. but maybe once or twice. so, i am sorry. i am not ready for any commitments whatsoever. and anyways, o's is whatever that matters to me. these touchy feely things, sorry, i don't feel comfortable.