thats what sarah emi martin told me. and i believed her. i'm not on top of the world. i'm in the middle. not very excited but not sad either. just.. normal. its not that i'm not happy for you. but i just wish my life is that exciting. but then again, life is up and down. hahaha. i know somehow i am not making sense, i'm really sleepy. anyways, on a brighter note, i am in love. not with one, but two really adorable boys! :D

right! they're so cute! rafael looks like the fat rat from cinderella! hahahaha. and emanuel has the most beautiful eyes i've ever seen. hahaha. i did math with gracious today and it felt so good. 3 hours mannnnggggg! hahahah, after so long! then i played around with the boys and emanuel played piano for me! :D he said he'd teach me how to play for 50 bucks per lesson. +.+ ass! anyways, rafael was really scary. we were goofing around and rafael had an imaginary sword and cut me into half and i was supposed to die. and i swear he scares the shit out of me! (though in a cute way, but still!) lol so i was running frantically for my life for one hour! so anyways, its all good. quite happy with whatever i have. and weirdo? i hate guys who tell kids off. so, just screw yourself aite? fucking swine. and ok, i'm damn sleepy now. need. to. sleep.