i daydream a lot. its not that i'm not content with my life, i just want something more exciting! and i'm tired of wishing. but i've no cash to do any of these. how to be journalist when i can't even finish my o's? without my o's can i really survive? will my future be useless if i fail again on my second try? i've just had a lot on my mind and i'm worried sick. i feel like i'm not studying enough but i get really shagged once i get home. what to do? if i have a short nap, i will sleep late but i'll have to get up early to go to work. i'm really stressed up and i'm really really really drenched out of energy. there's so many things in my mind and i need so much time. its may already and i'm running out of time, am i? oh god, i feel like this is dé⋅jà vu. exactly like last year. i can't blame mr so. its not his fault. his teaching sucks ballz. but, if there's a will there's a way.right? and i know tuition is a tremendous help.i don't think i can take it if i don't excel. as i say, i have had a lot on my mind. i think i need to sleep. g'night.