i'm wide awake. and i know i'll be damn restless tomorrow. i have a long day ahead. i mean it! i'm so lucky cuz got laptop. if don't have i'll be left to rot starring at my phone msging has or syaz or whoever stays up late at night. mid years is next week and i'm fucking excited - NOT. haiya. i'm never ready and i think that annoys the shit out of me. argh. cannot.slack.anymore!

anyways i hate menstruation. not only does it hurt it gives you crazy moodswings! last night i was lonely. today i was mad then i was sad. now i feel, neutral, thank god. but i'm not the only one with moodswings. so many people have and they don't even have mens! annoying. i just hate it la. actually there's a lot of things i hate. so maybe i should list it down since i'm so bored.
1) i hate to be ignored. and i really hate it when my msges are being ignored. fucking annoying?
2) i hate to wake up in the middle of the night, my heart racing like i've just finished running.
3) i hate to not being able to talk bout anything, cuz i don't like to run out of things to say. it annoys me.
4) i hate the weather. its driving me insane because i'm literally melting.
5) i hate you,you,you & you.
haiya this is really not going anywhere. i'm annoyed, feeling warm and insecure. and i feel sad cuz i don't make a great first impression. i was on the phone with mas and she said, "belum maseeeee" nie pompan want to make me happy only.

mane nak jumpe orang yang boleh kasi kau attention tapi for 2 weeks only lepas tu kasi kau perangai babi lepas tu step tak kenal kau? wak misai of course! cb. dah, gi mampos. moodswings are killing me, goddamnit!