i am hostage to my own humanity. self detained & forced to live in this mess i've made.

spent my day with the usuals without rudy. bio test was okay. i hope i ace it! okay so some question i wasn't sure, but most i know how to do. today the whole day was talking bout the same topic. a) moving on. b) heartaches & not working relationships. c) moving on forreal. hahaha. but with abdul rasheed with us, you can always expect a whole load of nonsense & of course a cramp mouth & stomach. behind every smile & laughter, there's always something else right? i have to totally agree. whoever said love was a sweet torment was retarded.& i officially do not believe in love.



i know. he looks sooooooooooo gay. manhunt tak menjadi siolllllllllll. hahahahha. if he sees this i'm dead. but he doesn't know my link. so. heheheh. :D & kana, i love you. and i think you're special in your own way, if you read this i hope it makes you smile. i am really happy i met you. (: study hard, play hard too yeah? (; MWAHHHHHHHHHHHH. big fat sloppy kisses to y'all. ahahahaha. kay bye!