okay, so i've been awake since 5 am, and i just can't go back to sleep. but i'm really sleepy now... but gotta go work. if anyone is still wondering, i kinda screw up my o's. hence, i can't really go anywhere that i want. been feeling like crap these whole time. and was considering so many things. then last night, i was told of the best news! i am able to retake my o's, last year's syllabus. like, OMG. :D i'm extremely lucky and since me,haoran & zhiying are so keen in doing well this time round, we're gonna start minor revision this month. & i hope i'd get enough money for my tuition fees. hence i gotta find another job, even for just 2 months. i had to call up so many people for opinion & in the end i called my form teacher. called whye keat too, and my sis and him were all going against my choice, but i wasnt sure of what i wanted anyways. but since my passion for poly and mass comm & going away for my uni is so strong, i've decided! i'm gonna sit for my o's again! & this is my last chance, next year is no longer my syllabus. so yes, i am thrilled. and so many of my classmates says "siti, this time in class write down notes, no more laughing or talking okay. this is your last chance". i get this to everyone i talked with on msn. well we haven confirm, but like 60% confirm already. well than, byebye freedom, hello mugging, AGAIN. hehe, as i say, i'm thrilled bout it, so i'm putting on my all smiles look today. :D but i've also submitted my pathetic JAE thingy. i swear its so pathetic, 1 choice out of 12. haiyo. but oh wells! kinda dissapointed though. and sad i won't be studying with my classmates. but life goes on right. and if i go uni, i can go with them! :D suhanah, i'm sorry i keep pushing, but i hope you'll change your mind. but whatever happens, i'll still support your decision. :) once again, i have, i just HAVE to say this. i love my classmates!