you know how weird it is? when you realise suddenly you're all grown up? we went to my dad's good old friend's daughter wedding. i know his whole family & our relationship is tight. same with a couple of other families, especially cik sudin's family. i grew up with his kids. and as kids, everyone is your best friend right? i remembered every hari raya i will eagerly wait and stare outside the window waiting for cik sudin to come. i'll remember how his car sound like and will run to the kitchen when i hear his car's engine. i will always be excited everytime firas come cuz we always, always talk! and i like him! hahaha and he did too. but we were so young so its really not counted lah. but i know he was the nicest guy alive! & his sibling were so irritating! esp haziq and diana, can't stand them. always teasing me bout firas. than suddenly we grew up. and we're no longer talking. if growing up means not talking to people you enjoy, than i never wanna grow up! it sucks you know. i miss every moment of being a kid and being so happy. :( i'm done, don't wanna think bout it.

so anyways wedding was okay, so many cute guys! and was one, so CUTE. he's big and cute and his skin complexion is nice! haha, but yeah i will never see him again lah, so whatever. my gorgeous haziq didn't come, but danish did! he don't wanna talk to me. (pouts) than he was okay a bit at the coffeshop. sigh he'll grow up and we'll all drift apart even more.