work tires the shit out of me. my shoulders ache like mad and i think i'm starting to have panda eyes. but even though i'm in dreamland before my head falls on the pillow, i still look forward to work. i'm still looking for a part time job though. got some f&b thingy opening at my place, maybe i go check it out. i dunno why but i just really wanna give it a go. but i'll only be able to work from 3 onwards. mum says anything as long as i don't tire myself, but i think i'll survive. wish me luck!

anyways, i just check the assesment board thingy, clement gave me the link. and guess guess. O'S RESULTS IS CONFIRM ON JAN 12TH! talk bout relax. damnit lah, i'm already having nightmares i swear. & i'll wake up my heart racing. been happening a lot these days. i'll bring tissues. lots of 'em. in case i cry. but god, oh dear god, make it tears of joy please. please. and i've promised myself if i pass and able to go to poly i will