i doubt you get me when i say i don't like to be yelled at, well do you?

i guess not right? i deserve every right to be respected though i am younger than you.

and i don't think it is very nice of you to just ask me to stop doing whatever i am doing just cuz

you feel like being a dick. i am sick and tired of you being so annoying, just fuck off and do not, please, do not disturb me. i won't die knowing that you don't like me, tell me something new.

(yawns).so just shut up, stop bossing me around, haven you got your own pair of hands and legs?you're so annoying, and selfish and self centered!i cannot take it sometime. arghh. okay, i am done with what i wanna say. for now.

i am still waiting for that call. and somehow i think, damn.maybe what they say is right. they are not gonna call up! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHH! die.die.die. so irritating lah,i need to get out of here. DO YOU UNDERSTAND?!i need my own income.and i think i should go find a job instead of complaining in my blog, correct?hahaha, thursday perhaps. if i don't get one, than, whatever.just my bloody luck. i am bored to death at home!and i miss school quite terribly.i dunno why but being in school, just makes me feel a whole lot better and happier.the last time i laugh out loud seems so long ago. sigh. i know, some of you do feel like me. but yeah i really do miss school like a hell lot. i miss all of it. even the part when we have to hide from that retarded vp. i do not wanna feel sad, not now. so i am gonna change the subject. :)

you don't mean as much as you did before, you know? a week of awesome friendship, times to make me laugh and make me not that bored. thank you. but you've got your own life and do not need a burden like me.i understand very much.but still, don't say later, cuz i really wait.

okay, so,,,,, well yeah. i need a job, i should stop complaining, but i won't. i love my friends. :) a lot a lot. heh. :) i wanna go to the movies! but, damn, i have got no money. so, i am stuck home, with my webcam, and retarded photo for you to see. loves loves. till next time. :D