well, its 6 am and i can't go to sleep. i dunno why but i'm just not tired. and i'm bored to the max! new year is tomorrow and i plan to just laze around and go online, i think haziq might be doing the same thing. this year literally just like fly. its so fast! suddenly its 2009. another year gone and a year older. olderrrrr. and i was convincing myself that i'll stay seventeen forever. not gonna happen huh.

this year was really really really good. well obviously for the whole 365 days i wouldn't feel hyper all the time, but i think i was hyper for 300 days. lol. but i doubt i'll forget all the shits and amazing things that did happen. i admit the starting of the year or in between things was shit. messed up shit/ but it taught me a valuable lesson/and in that process i grew up a little. and i learn to appreciate friends around me. if it wasn't for my friends, i think life would have been mundane. i'll never forget my classmates! swear on that. my class was THE BEST. i totally fit in that crowd and it feels damn goooooood. we're not happy with each other all the time, that i have to agree on but we're still all good together. the reason why i cried so much during graduation was because i really really was very comfortable with my classmates and teachers and its just, you're so used to the people that you see everyday and you study with, talk with and all, than suddenly, right pack up, we're not in the same class already its all done. we're meeting different people already. i remembered feeling like shit and i was crying practically the whole day. i'd never forget graduation. and that night we were conferencing and i cried again -.- but see my classmates are so nice that they assured me we'll all meet again, it won't change/and i remembered saying i never wanna make new friends ever again. HABLOODYHA. i just want to say that i love my class and i love the people in it. you've made the whole 5 years in school worth while. and i feel so blessed for meeting people like you guys. but thank god i've graduate! the p and vp suck BALLS. i'm gonna purposely wear a shorter skirt to take my results just to piss vp off. hahahahah, but than again i'd be too worried bout my result to even care. so yup. 5a2 of 2008, its been an awesome year and i will cherish every moment of it. :)

to my friends especially, to the girls and to the people i eat recess with, thank you for tolerating my complains. lol, the ones where i shout my complains everyday without fail, LOL, i'll complain complain complain than i'll shout shout shout than i'll eat. but i love the recess moments. to see jon eat the chicken and lick it and every disgusting thing about him eating, i'll never forget that. HAHA. i won't forget the part where we quarrelled with sarah and wanted her off the table. me and my cb face. LOL. won't forget that. neither will i forget the part where i'll run for my life for every recess just so to make sure that we won't have to queue so long. all of you also hor, run down like babi with me. HAHA, thats really something i'll never forget, i mean, imagine in poly i do that. Laugh my ass off man. and i'll never forget how you all were there for me when the big quarrel and all. thank you so much. i'll miss studying with you guys especially michelle kongggg. since she always nag at me and yell and scream. and always ask people go toilet with her when she wanna make chocolate cake. LOL!

to jessie for always talking bout malay guys, till i get so sick of it. HAHA. the person i go to when i have malay guy prob huh? but its okay, i don't have any prob and i don't have that much malay guys except for my friends which is your friends too! but well when i was in big shit i know you were there. i know you keep assuring me it'll be okay and you'll give me a place to stay if i need it. thank you. :) and genie,random msges, i stopped cuz we got nothing to say lor, hahaha but thanks anyways. and always finding jobs with me. that was fun. maybe sometime we shall go look for jobs again. :)

to jon, for always making me laugh and i know i was so fucked up begining of the year. i'm sorry for being so mean. but its better now. :D HAHAHA. and whye keat, sorry if i did hurt you. thanks for everything. it's been all good now. :D

AND AND. i'll never forget how y'all got stuck to the song monsoon cuz i kept singing it, hahahahahaha! i sing it all the time that you guys now know how to sing it! heh. but i'm over tokio hotel. for now perhaps. AND THEY'RE NOT GAY, damnit. __ heh.
suhanah, thanks for being there bitch. i really did hate you. i hate you to the maxxxxxxxxxx! but than things change and tadaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa we're hanging out a lot now huh. weird! but its cool, 11 years and still counting. ;) thanks for being there when i need you. though sometimes you're busy and you can't msg and all, but you still try to listen to whatever i have to say though sometimes you nag too much and think too much and worry too much but still, thank you for going through the shit time with me. i know we both were equally shattered. but we help each other. good & bad times together right. :) and haziq, haha, you're one irritating asshole. irritating to the maximum till there's no max! (like that made any sense?) i know we only hang out at the end of the year, but thanks okay. esp those afternoon calls. i get so bored than when i talk to you, we have so many things to talk about! from fashion to bitches and ttm and work, future, school, religion and so much more! i hope 3 of us will go to poly together.

OH and HAS. i dunno if you still check out my blog or not, but whatever i'll still type it anyways. big big big thanks to you. these 2 months that i've known you were my happiest. you always make me laugh, ALWAYS.and always making me feel retarded to the maxxxx! i dunno how you do it, but its good. and when you listen to whatever random shit i have to say esp the part where i kept saying i wanna fly. hahahaha. and also thanks for agreeing bout the letter. its so kental but I LIKE. and it makes me excited. I POST ALREADY. lol! as in i'll ask my sister to post it when she goes to work. thank you for all the phonecalls, not much, but enough to make me think back and smile. :) i hope i was there for you like how you were for me. i blog bout you, so better be thankful. i know i'm niceeeeeeee don't need to mention it. HAHAHAHA. righto than.

so, yeah! this year, was shit, than it was great but now its just FAB. another year gone. another memory that i'll always remember. just like the last. :) hehe. okay lah, i'm done. i think i better get some rest before my parents cathc me. hahahaa. later than! bloody hell long post. lol! GOOD MORNING. and have a great day ahead!