The Story Of Me
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posted : Sunday, July 27, 2008
title : Friendship.
I never understood the real meaning of a best friend. I wish i did. But if the person
is your true best friend, you just don't have to say it verbally, because physically,
you can see it.

Best friend is someone you can confide in when something is bothering you.
Best friend is someone who truly understands you inside and out.
Best friend is someone who will be there for you till the very end,
who will hold your hand tight and not let go,
who will be there through thick and thin,
who will be there even after a fight,
who will still stand strong for you.
Best friend is someone who accepts you for who you are,
who loves you still even if you're ugly,stupid and clumbsy.
Best friends will willingly stay up till late nights
just to stop you from crying.
Best friend will talk things out when they have a problem,
will tell you everything and anything, there's no secrets between each other.
Best friends know you better than anyone else.
They could see through you when others find it hard to understand you
Best friends doesnt make you feel left out even when they are hanging out with
their other friends.
Best friends will accept you for who you are, understands your decision
and choices.Best friends are someone you don't get sick of.
Best friends are people you can trust with your life.
Best friends won't betray you,won't lie to you,won't break your heart.
But,best friends are not perfect, everyone makes mistakes.
Best friends is definitely the best damn thing that can ever happen to you.

I am not perfect too. And i definitely have made some horrible mistake.
Do you find it hard to forgive me? Do you hate me still? Am i the worst
thing that has ever happened to you? Am i a mistake to you?Did you
cry as much as i did when i lost you? Do you wake up, afraid of losing me?
Do you miss me, like how i missed you? Do you remember all the memories
that we shared?& do they make you smile? Do you want things to go back
to how it used to, just like how i want it to be? Do you miss the phonecalls we
used to make? Do you miss listening to me joke to you? Do you miss me?
My jokes, my complain, my crying, my anger?
Do you feel angry when you think of me? How do you think of me now?
Am i still a bitch to you, Am i still a bitch? Am i mean? Am i someone who
you loathe when you look at me? Do you still feel hurt about what i've done
to you? Do you know, that i am very sorry for what i've done? Do you know
how much i regret for all i've done and said? Do you know how many times i've
wished i can change the past? Do you know that sometimes i look at you, i wish
i can call you best friend, i wish i can tell you anything and everything just like how
we used to confide each other in everything. Do you know, that i still cry when i think
of you, think of what i've done, think of us? Do you know how many times i tried to
get back to what we used to be? Do you know, i am still waiting for your response
on whether i still stand a chance to be how we used to be?
I wish that we could have stayed the same, i wish i can just stop time and rewind, i wish
i never hurt you & i wished you never hurt me. I wish we're all happy and we will be friends
till death do us part. I am really sorry, and i wished you didn't change. I might have changed
but, you did too, i wish we all stayed the same, but it's all impossible isn't it,
bestfriend?

Best friend- a person attached to another by feelings of affection or personal regard,a person who is on good terms with another; a person who is not hostile, who see through your flaws & still accept you.