i wish i am not here sometimes, most of the time, all the time.

its so tiring, to live your life like this. its tiring to just keep dreaming, but nobody's

waking you up, so you dream somemore, and as time goes by,the dreams gets

bigger, but in reality, its not going anywhere, its like a false hope, but you're still hanging

on to it. everyone wants to make it big someday, and i want it too, who doesn't want it?

sometimes, life is shit. and the path to sucess, is harder than you can imagine, but i wonder,

how some people, goes all out, just to make that dream a reality, how some people just

don't give up. i want to be like those people, i wanna make it big, i want to succeed, i want

to do well in future, but sometimes, it feels so impossible, but you make it happen. if you can, why can't i? i won't die trying right? at least i know i tried.

sometimes, you just don't fit in, and you know it. but you can't do nothing.

sometimes you feel like something's changing, but you just can't stop it.

sometimes, everything comes to an end, and there's not anybody who can help.

but only you. you depend on yourself.

okay, i am crapping, but i just feel down, i just, wish we don't give up easily. i want

everyone to make it big someday. i wanna get out of here, have the time of my life,

and make all my dream come true. maybe it is retarded to go obsess, but what's wrong?

what't wrong in dreaming, in wishing to see tokio hotel live? to fly there to see them?

it might be pretty impossible, but its worth trying right? if i could reverse this to studying,

if i really, really want it, which i know i want, i am gonna do all i can. i know, "actions speaks louder than word" yeah, but i am trying, and i am doing something. but, i know i am not

going to give up. i won't. i am gonna do this. (: & i don't want nobody to give up, just keep trying.

even if you don't get the happiness you wanted, you keep on trying, and you know it'd come.

believe in yourself, because i believe in me.