i finally walked home from school. its like, i always walk halfway, like to tp,
or shunfu from school but never straight home, but since today i was suppose to
study in school then clement can't cuz i dunno what reason i forgot, i walked home.
actually i didnt even think about it, then zafirah was like "why not you walk home?'
and i was like, no, so lazy, bla bla bla. i walked out of school and was like "what thehell, screw it" so i walked all the way. lol, was so fun, i wanna do it again.
and all the while, tokio hotel was by my side (: tom's birthday is coming up. :D and
amazingly i know what i am gonna give them, i know they might not check their
fanmail, yada yada, but what the heck, at least i send it, at least if they see another mail,they'll know how much their fans love them. i love them. :D tom, dich is ja cool! :Dhaha, i love tom. its nice to like someone imaginary, nobody gets him. yet. well, evenif he does get married get his own kids, i am happy i knew he existed, and was a big inspirationto me, and i am glad he's happy with his life. weee. (: and seriously, th haters canjust, say what
ever you want. they don't even know you exist, so why care? stupid people in youtube
come over to see them and insult them. so? like they care. they're earning big bucks dumbfools.while there you are, sitting on your lazy bug bum, insulting people who has got a greattalent, if you're so great, why not make your own album huh?

well other than tokio hotel, feel like so much has happen, is happening, going to happen.3 months plus to o's and 48 days to prelims. i am so tired and its only third day of term 3.seems like i have to say goodbye to my comp, tokio hotel and tom very soon. ): but afterthat, i'd be flying to meet them, i hope,pray, wish i could. even if suhanah can't come, i'll still go. but she'll come of course. i hope. you'll come right? haha. i am starting to really hate school. its becoming sucha drag. and i can't bloody stand some people. can't wait to just get out. gee, this all seems so surreal. but its happening alright. life is so depressing, but i have
to learn to let go. if you think i am stupid, good for you. i don't care anymore. people are always assuming, they never look at themselves. stupid shitzle.
i just hope i can make it. its unbelieveable on how people really believe you can make it whenyou yourself is so unsure, but hey. if you believe you can, you've already won half the battle.
(:

go find yourself an inspiration and tell yourself, why do you want this so badly. it works, cuzi am doind just that. (: i love god for letting me know tokio hotel. i love tokio hotel for making such an awesome music. i love the way their lyrics relates to all the people around the world.woohoo. okay, gotta go. study damn real hard aite! :D

lets run and leave everything behind, cuz when i've got you,
everything in my wildest dream is possible.