feel really messed up right now. yes. mentally. physically. i have so much to say. just so much. but really. not the time. i just don't understand some things. no matter how much i try to, i just can't. when you diffrenciate between hate & don't like, is it better or worst? when you diffrenciate between present and past, does it matter? i don't understand at all. & nobody can explain. because they don't too. because it's just so complicated. you take stress and plus it with studies then take emotions plus problems & don't forget the depression & what goes around comes around part.uh-uh. lastly, i dunno what else will be dig out, but it's just the way she'll play. didn't mean to piss you off. i love you too.

have you feel lonely? like, there is so many people surrounding you, yet you feel lonely? like, there's something missing?

i really don't understand.