i hate porridge. is that so hard to understand? it makes me so hungry &
its almost tasteless. my meds makes me hungrier. & porridge is NOT helping!
so anyways, i don't feel good, i still feel a little feverish & my throat still hurts.
i wanted to go so school yesterday ): but no choice. ): so, stayed at home & played
comp. i'm a game addict! haha. NOT GOOD. lols. anyways, i really need to pull up
my socks, o's is super important, this time, i'm gonna make it happen (: though
i still do hate physics. & math. & f&N. and. oh shut up.

i was reminiscing just now, again.
its funny just how last year felt so old yeah? i hated last year. i had shit most of the time.
reliased the guy i like was always not available. realised that i did shit for my midyears.
realised that i loved my birthday. realised that i missed felicia ong & i miss having rojak
with you, WHEN WE'RE BROKE! haha. i miss you. i miss 4a2. so, no matter how much
i hate last year, i can't stop missing my class, & all the memories that was left. sigh.
how time passes & how people change. i miss my classmates! ): & i need to start studying,
or i'm gonna be the stupidest in the class. gawd. its like history repeating itself all over
again. i do NOT want anything from last year to start again. & i want more of jessie in my life.
just like last year. ok? (: ok. bagus.

so yeah, i hate being sick. i HATE medicines, and i hate being soooooooooooooo hungry!
GRRRRRR. i can't believe i'm leaving peirce in another 5-6 months. this is so weird.
i feel so.. old? i really really have to study harder. i promise myself to study just like the
n levels times, but 10 times harder. but hey, action speaks louder than words. i have
to think positive & i have to study hard! okay. enough of it all.

and i am easily irrtated. i am sick, i get constant headache AND MY MUM SCREAMS A LOT.
PAIN YOU KNOW NOT!!!!!!!!! i can't escape it lah. no school. no where to go. & i am lazy to
go out anyways. but i don't even think i can go out. sian. life's shit. thats why need to be smart.
smart = freedom. freedom = yayness. yayness= STRESS FREEEEEEEEEEEE.
i need to stop stressing about everything. a friend say, i stress so much, about everything,
that i will die of stress. HAHA. right. ok luh. gotta go.

blog again when i'm feeling better. & i no longer feel so angry. btw, the feelings are not as
strong as before, i think. so, YAY to me! we'll see la, hor? haha.
tc all. & i hope i get better sooooon.