holidays come & go so fast i hardly realise it. today's only the first of term two i'm already
so stressed up. can you believe it? we changed class? & what's worst, it was announced
to the whole school. so much for taking care of the discipline. i am so depressed. who would have guess i would missed the class that i used for only 3 months.. i think lesser than 3 months.
i just don't think the new place has the privacy that the old class used to have. maybe i am
just thinking too much. its not even half a day yet & i am so angry, sad & so many mixed emotions. i HATE f&n. its the worst subject anyone can take! & i just hate doing this god
damn research. god. i hate school.

its like i am so sick and tired of staying here. i just wanna get out of this place. ITS THE
SAME DAMN THING EVERY FUCKING DAY!!!!!! i hate it. i hate it. i hate it!!!
i feel so sensitive.. so exhausted. so sad. when will i ever excel? when will i have people
who come to me & ask me how to solve math question? when?! when will anyone be proud to
sit beside me because i am smart? how i hate my life.