oh the agony of it.

school makes me restless/angry/annoyed/pissed & very whiney.
i loathe math & i am SO HAPPY tomorrow is saturday. weeeees. :D
i am mad at the world. & its gonna stay that way till i feel restless.

i am gonna complain about everything now!
i hate the bitch. i hate the liar. i hate the betrayer. i hate school. i hate being jealous.
i hate it when i get so angry i feel like i am gonna explode. i hate it when i feel so
stupid in physics & math. i hate it when nobody understands. i hate it when i am
alone or left out. i hate it when we quarrel. i hate it when i have too much to eat.
i hate being treated as the "last resort" because it hurts. i hate it when you look at her,
because my heart hurts so much i can't describe it. i hate me for noticing you. i hate you
cuz you're a straight up jerk. i hate shallow girls/boys. i hate school. i hate recess because
they take so long to serve. i hate the aunty for insulting my mummy. i hate it when
you just don't get me! i hate it when we just couldn't talk it out nicely like what other people do.
i hate it when i cry because my eye swells & it is painful. i hate it when i cry myself to sleep
& wake up with puffy eyes. i hate it when i am emotional. & i hate it because you like her.
because i like you. because it hurts. because i am stupid & because you're stupid too. now, thats my summary for a lot of people. i really do hate school. sighs.

& i can't resolve what our problem is. i hope somehow it'd go back to normal, i wanna be happy
& i want my partner back. if i can't save it, then, i just want you to know oh how i miss those days.

life's shit man. & i want my sister to come back asap. she bought one shirt & dress. still
got 9 left hor! :D i miss you & take care, i hope bangkok is save. sobs. my msn partner is
gone. ): & my blog seriously need new photos! GRRRRRR.

so,am i still someone you throw when you don't need & take back when you need?