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posted : Thursday, February 14, 2008
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happy valentine, i guess.
had a very okay day.watched p.s i love you. was a great show. but storyline kinda boring. me & ais cry like crazy. my eyes hurts like mad. yesterday night was just horrible. i dont even wanna elaborate. v day reminds me of someone whom i miss dearly. as i write this, tears lingers in my eyes. boy i miss you so much. & i agreee. i am stupid. i let people treat me like shit, & then i complain. i never use my brain. i only followed my heart. i am sorry. the reason you were so angry was because you cared. it hurts me that you're so sincere about our friendship & i pushed you away to save a friendship that you & i know that's not gonna work. i sacrifice you because i was just so so stupid. you were one in a million, the nicest person who'd never fail to hear what a fun/great/sad/emotional/stress/angry day i had at school. you'd call back no matter how busy you were & you'd never forget to put a smile on my face.or how you'd only listen & never laugh at my mistakes or my problems. i can never thank you enough for that. & i will always feel guilty. through all the times when you were my greatest friend, i never appreciated/thank/remember you enough. i admit it is all my fault, i am very sorry. maybe i didn't have time for you,just like how you had so much time for me, & that is something i can never forgive myself. i know it is difficult, but i hope we can go back to what we used to. no matter how busy you & i will be. please come back. i promise to change/listen for/to you & my brain. lastly, i miss you & i want you to come back. i'd never forget all the times you were there. when i was alone, when i cried during late nights, when i was afraid of the dark & you accompained me to the early mornings, or when you sacrifise your sleep for my birthday. thank yous & sorrys is never enough, but please,let me make it up to you somehow. please.
& so, ais drop at my stop for a while to talk. & i really appreciate it. i dont know how many times you wiped my tears & put your arms around me to coax me. thank you. you being there when i cry/fall/get cuts/bruises/laugh/hi-5-ing was just so wonderful. heh. i can never thank you enough. & i am glad we kinda talk through things about us. (: & whatever you said, i won't forget. maybe it's for the best afterall. THANK YOU! i love you many many manyyyyyyy manyyyyyy. & I LOVE THE SUNFLOWERS SARAH GAVE ME! i love youuuu toooooooo! & thanks for the sweets/chocolates/cards. have a great night!
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