two days ago was so amazingggggggg. (:
my girl, happy 16th birthday, i love ya, i love ya. i love ya. (:
oh wells its so fun&tiring. we met like super early, okay not THAT early
lah, then we didnt get to watch movie because jessie wanted to meet zan.
went all the way to vivo, then came all the way back to orchard! URGHHHH!
my heels so freaking pain luh! then went to seoul garden. AND IT WAS 30 BUCKS
PER PERSON. michelle wanted to go home, so we cancelled. & thank me for being
so smart to go to swensens. heh. :D then we had to line upppp. the queue was so longgg.
and i took off my heels there. lmao. i swear i'm never wearing it ever again. lol.
so pain i can almost cry. then we waited for so bloody longggg. food was awesome.
and i didnt vomit, lol. i feel so paiseh to go to the toilet there, if i see that person who
cleaned up my puke for me i'd have thanked & apologize again luh.

after that, i wanted to go home, because i cannot walk anymore, its so painful.
took some photos, zan was like "im shyyy" LOL. and his face looks so retarded
because he says my flash could kill him. hahahahaha. it is ultimate fun-ness luh!
we paid our bills, than stoned outside swensens for a while. then went our seperate
ways. it was like suchhhhhh a longgggggg day, then when it ended, i realised it seem just
so short. ):

i feel weird being friends with him again. its just... weird? yeah, and what sucks is
that a lot of people like freaking bonded with their friends during the holidays,
just to realised that we're not seeing each other again next year. ): man, 4 years,
gone in a flash. i'm still saddened by the fact that some of my classmates can't make it.
& then you msged me last night, and i decided to ask you, why did you stop talking to me.
you said "maybe its fate". maybe it is. (: at least we're in good terms now. &
lets make it last this time. i just realised everyone like talking now. like in friendster,
comments, comments. WHY DIDN'T WE TALK MORE WHEN WE SEE EACH OTHER
EVERYDAY? NOW LEAVING THEN START TO BE FRIENDS. urghhhhhhhhh
guess thats just how it goes uh. when they're there, we just think they'd be there forever.
when they're gone, you wished you just spend a little more time with them. sigh.
life sucks. :/

& i am so sick and tired listening to jessie say "dont care about him lah. not worth"
"not worth" "not worth it". goddamnit. so irritating. i wanna forget about it OKAY?
but you're there, all the time, and you just suck. its like you're hurting me indirectly.
I HATE THAT FACT. & i hate your little fugly friends. piss off.

okay. i am seriously lazy to load all the pics, in total, 50 pics. i wanna take 100 luh can?
but then, ): nvm, still got next time. (: some more need to put at friendster. so fan.
now im lazy to delete. (: lol. & now i need to puke. i've been having stomach upset for
2 nights straight. i also dunno what i ate wrong. zzzzzz. so irritating.
lol, everything is like so irritating. idk why, but i've been so frustrated these days.
mofo has been talking to me. and annoying me. then he'll go like "siti,dont be mad"
then he'd try and coax me. two words. TRY HARDER. so annoying luh. then i'll
make HIM mad then he'll need me to coax him. nuh-uh. no way. but he's still funny luh.

i am so tired but not sleepy. i slept in the evening just now, and i woke up still so
lethargic. idk why. and i am still so stress over my hp. i cant msg anymore. ):
i still have 3 weeks to go and my msg burst alrdy. :D lol. i am so dead. i hate bills. ):
lol. i think i'd better go now, before i start all over again. good night/morning all.

jika benar cinta itu buta, butakan mataku,
berapa kali terluka masih, ku menunggu.

&merry christms. (: