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posted : Friday, December 07, 2007
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   okay. yup. haha. haziq was tryna be a cassanova. -.- HAHA. TODAY, OH MY GOODNESS, I AM THE LAZIEST PERSON ALIVE! i never bathe from morning till NOW. :D and then i was so lazy to even stand! i exercise for 15 mins! AND i regret it. LOL. i was so lazy & hungry! lol. these days i get soooooooooooooooooooo hungry! but i am happy enough i burn it all up, so no worries. haha. last night was so exhausting. i fell asleep at 1 and woke up at 2. then i stayed awake till 4 in the morning. and woke up with a horrible headache. i feel much better i guess. but, today i feel sooooooooooooooooo lonely! LOL. sucha weird feeling. and last night, jessie msged me, believed it or not, her msged moved me to tears! haha. i am oh-so-emotional! but yeah, it was really so nice. but whatever, i am so tired nowadays, and i am happy about it, feels like sleep time is coming, but the weird thing is, i am so exhausted, but i stay awake at night. and i realised i am not so afraid of the dark anymore. :D oh wells, my life is a bore. and nobody is gonna read this pile of shit. i realised what i felt yesterday. i think it was more of a dissappointment. but i wanna leave it behind. results is in, i dunno how many day more, but i dont wanna count, i wanna wait till its so near then i can panic. (: maybe one day before results, now, that day, i know i wont sleep. i'll msg all night long, and stay wide awake. oh wells. i am really speechless now. and oh yeah. this post, i wanna dedicate it to lyna. (: dearest lyna, since that day i chat to you and spill it all, i really am so glad you were there. maybe you wouldnt really believe it when i say i am there for ya. but i am alright. i know what it feels like when someone let you down. i should know how it feels, in fact i know it too well. i let my guard down once, and again i was treated the same way. i know, trusting people is not easy, as what you said, but your sincererity, its obvious enough i trust you with all my heart, just like how i trust jessie. its when you're always happy, and that is something i cant do. as much smiles as i can give, and how loud my laughter is, i actually break more than you'd ever imagine. but you. i know you'll never share because you want others to be happy. and people just dump their problems on you. and obviously people would go "i'll be there for you too!" or "you can trust me too!". some people fail you. because promises, are always broken. but i would never forget your kindness okay? i swear! you're always soooooooooooo happy! and cheerful, and thoughtful! AND SOMETIMES TOO NICE! so, lol. i shall not fail you. (: AND DONT NEED TO BE PAISEH LAH. you're nice whaaaaaaat. so this is a return favour, so yup, you have my word for it. anytime you need to burst. i love you girl! :D take care and un-stress okay? i can still switch souls with you. haha! much loves, Siti :D and god, i miss ilya tooooooooooooooooo. ): when she comes back, i will spend all the time she have with her. its when you remember me, and remind me how you wont forget me that makes me so greatful. really i do. and i thank god for people like you. (: till next time & goodnight. |
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