my god!

RESULTS IS TOMORROW!
i am so scared! but seriously, who isnt? wen xiu called in the morning
and said, " SITI! tomorrow result, do you remember?" LOL. who
WOULD'T remember? its been stuck in my head since a month ago lah!
then she said " nevermind. dont scared okay? i am going to temple to
pray for you all today." oh how sweet. (:

after that called sarah. " dont forget results tomorrow!"
"SHIT LAH! everytime call me remind me about results!" LOL.
its so fun to see people feel the same way too. :D lol. then talked for
a mo, and she had to put down because shes going outtttt.

called felicia at noon. "results tomorrow!!!!!"
then we chatted, gossip, and just talk. we'll make it okay?
i love you. (:

then my family went out for lunch. its soooooooooooooooooooo damn good!
that kept me off my anxiety. thank god. i am so afraid i'll fail that
i feel like this is the time i should enjoy myself. sigh. BUT. must think
positive.

reached home then called michelle. then she called me, then we talk.
"i am out shopping" "wah! result tomorrow, i am here scared like what
you can still shop" "haha. must enjoy mah." we decided to stay awake
and talk BECAUSE we are all so scared!

i promised genie i wont forget her if i fail and she promised me she wont forget me
either. sighhhhhh. jessie said if i fail she'd go ite with me. LOL. but,
but,but, i dont want to go ite. T.T and i definately dont have money to take
private! grrrrr. miss wong msged to say good luck. sighhhhhh. and i told
her even if i dont make it, shes a great teacher all this while and she said,
"thanks dear, you're a great student too. I KNEW IT ALL ALONG!
:D lmao. no lah, i was once mean, then i appreciated her. sigh, i will miss school.
BUT. must think positive. cannot think negativeeeee. kah yi is smart
and i hate him! and i am so sure jon & michelle can make it.

i LOVE my class, i LOVE my friends. and i LOVE my teachers. lol. okay,
this is getting oh-so-emotional.

ALL THE BEST FOR THOSE TAKING N LEVEL
RESULTS TOMORROW! THINK POSITIVEEEEEE!
felicia ong, think positive okay? we'll make it. we'll be partners for life. YOU
PROMISED! the wo ai ni msg, i still keep it. (:

these memories will stick forever. because its worth remembering. (: