The Story Of Me
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posted : Sunday, November 11, 2007
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" honey, oh, i am so sorry. but i wasn't lying. please stop crying. " her mum said and started to wiped her tears.

"mum. dad. he left me. ariel left me because he said i was ugly. i am never pretty enough for anybody. that's why he left me. he couldn't stand the sight of me. im sorry, if i made you guys stay. i know you feel like you have to right? because you are my parents." princess stella replied, a big fat tear roll down her face.

" my my! we are your parents and we can leave anytime, you know we can. we can just walk out of your life, give you away. anyone would love to have a princess as a daughter! but we didn't. we knew it honey. from the first time we saw you, you were like an angel. a special one. just because a man walked into your life, and walked out, and said all those horrible & fake things about you, it doesnt mean you have to believe his words. we know it hurt, but he doesn't deserve you, and deep down, you know it. love is a very strong feeling, its not easy to push it away honey." queen diana replied, wiping princess stella tears and holding her hands tightly.

"we will never let you go. no matter what. we promised." king harold replied and kissed princess stella, his only child, the whom he could never stop loving, just like his wife.

princess stella tried to moved on. some nights, she'd wake up with dreams about ariel, then she'd cry herself to sleep. sometimes, it happens so often, she'd just stay awake to avoid thinking of him. if love hurt so much, why bother to fall for it? i promise to never fall in love again, princess stella told herself. princess stella stopped thinking of ariel, it was very hard for her, it took her ages to get over him but she wanted to, she wanted to feel happy again. princess stella is much more closer to her parents & fairygod mother. and they'll always know how she feels. she helps the servants, the gardener and the cooks too. life was much much better than before, sometimes, she thought, its even better than before she met ariel. two years passed just like two days, and princess stella was happy just the way she was. then she heard news. news about ariel. after such long suffering, how much she missed him and longed to hear about him, she got it.

" he's married. to a rich spinster. they say she's really beautiful. but she was so beautiful, she looks fake. like she isnt real." king harold told princess stella. she wasn't shocked, but she wasn't happy either. how could he get married to a spinster? why was look so important to him? what is wrong with ariel? when did he change to be so shallow? she didnt get it. she thought she understand him, but she never even know him. oh ariel, why am i still head over heels for you? after all the heartaches, after everything? why did you even come into my life? WHYYYY?
and after such a long long time, princess stella cry and cry and cry, tears keep falling, she cried like a little girl, lost and confused.

to be continued....