hello (:
oh like finally i've got photos, some are like last weeks and this week and today's picture.
so yes. the fat girl went to gym today. oh my god lah. my whole body aches because of
yesterday's work out. -.- i wanan run at bp when i've got my stamina back. haha. and i wanna
swing more when i can make my butt smaller. i shall not complain so much about my weight
because i am not sitting on my bum not doing anything. (:

its been quite alright. i am actually learning how to move on, suddenly i realise, try it super slowly and it'd work. too much heartbreaks actually makes you stronger. i am exhausted to get up each morning thinking that i'm the reason. this time i can finally stand on my own two feet and say HEY, ITS YOU WITH THE PROBLEM. NOT ME. :D hah. see. self confidence makes you feel so damn good. at least i know i'm not ugly no matter how huge i can get, which is not gonna happen, duh. i feel so damn good. HAHA.

you cant bring me down, not anymore. i am in full control of my life. i've got so many people to catch me when i fall, haha. and so many friends to rely on. god just blessed me. (: and i totally love jessie and felicia, youre not bad :D we'll go that thing together since my sister's gonna pay for me, and jessie might join us too. YAY! but now, we mug okay. we need to show that we can be smarter than those smartalec. :D

i no longer wanna cry. it stopped for a whole month but what the fuck. when it start it gives my stomach problems. aaaaaaaaaaaa. see. they disapprove him too. lmao. we are just not meant to be then, i'm sorry then. and i hope it'll make you sorry. you rude bastard. you and your wife and her maggot friend makes a happy family. i know. (:

i thank shaun for always having time for me when i needed someone. (:

oh and not forgetting, i am totally in love with akon's new song. i mean, its so.. worth listening to. i've heard it over and over again. its so sweet. i would take the blame for my best friend or all those people who never fail to cheer me up, and i promise i'll always be there for ya'll. (:

jessie, i thank you a thousand time for always being there. for wiping those tears. you're my sayang. <3

and fel, thanks for always talking on the phone with me, no matter how busy you were. wait for me to lose some weights before we go that class. :D super cool la! ouh. im so happy i dont wanna mention that bitch. oh, michelle, i thank you a thousand time for teaching me so much. i wouldnt be able to do basic bio and math if it weren't for you. you're my best study partner. just dont nag so much okay? and you're pretty in your own ways. (:

wei kiat, thanks. thanks for this soft toy. i know why you bought the be happy one. i am you know. so yeah. i'm taking great care of this thing. (: thanks for never leaving me when i needed you. thanks is sucha small word, its not enought for all you've done all this months. i'll find a way to pay your kindness back. (:

its been a great day yeah. so, stay up late. its friday night and watch movies. :D have a wonderful evening! :D