i hated ss test. it gave me a horrible headache. i went to sleep for 5 mins after the paper
and i turned very very grumpy for a whole 20 mins. and then i kinda cool down.
screaming your lungs out is really good. its when you've lacked of oxygen and then it hurts
to shout, thats where the pain stops. to stop one pain, you'd have to make a new pain.
thats just how life is isnt? never perfect, never will be good enough.

and i realised i blog about almost all my friends except for jessie. today, i really need to thank her. sometimes not shutting up is the best because thats when i'll laugh and i'll feel better.
you numb all my sorrows, and well, i feel that i've found the world's best girlfriend.(:
finally a girl who understands, at times. REMEMBER THE NEW VIDEO. i'll go make
the script a.s.a.p (:

to you, um, yeah, it is weird, because, you're weird too lah. but, lol. um, at least now i
could walk past and smile at you. better than all those eye rolls. (:
the weirdness will fade i think.. maybe? yeah. maybe.

specially for you. (:
finally i let out what i've wanted to tell you all these years, i might have lost you,
but you were once my bestie, and the one i love. (: remember those memories? yeah.
thanks for helping me out today, and i got to write you that letter that made you frown and
laugh. i know its stupid, but, i wanted to tell you all these years, that i've missed you,
but i moved on, i dont know how long it took, but maybe, 2 years? yeah. i got over it when i
was sec 3, because i've found my new best friend, i can say, yes, he replaced you, but i will
never forget all those letter writings we had in malay class, and that i cried my eyes out
when i lost all those letters we wrote. this post, is specially for you, and for you to know that
i never forget any of our memories, on how we just seem to click. thanks for everything, although i never really understand, up till now that it was over. still, i really value our
friendship, thank you. (:







plunge boldly into the thick of life.