and i felt worst each time, telling myself it'd get better.
but it didnt, and i feel it, we're drifting apart aerent we?
is this it? a goodbye not even said? i guess its time we had time
to ourselves. you've got your new friends whom i know what you will say.
they're better than me and they're smarter.

and i know my friends, this time, will lend me a shoulder to cry on,
i'm gonna miss you, just like how i'm missing you now.

and i'm not apologising anymore. i'm not gonna say it's my fault. i'm not
gonna act like everything's okay. no more tears. please. i wake up each day
to dried eyes, and whats worst, i know you dont even remember me.
why? how could i let this happen? is it my fault? after all i've done to you?
no, i think i should stop blaming myself right? i don't understand, isnt it too
fast and too stupid? why was i so gullible? this time i'll be smart enough.

you don't deserve this treatment, wanna know why? because we're friends.
i dont wanna see you hurt, but if you can see me hurt, i could try couldnt i?
and whatever you do, no matter how much it hurts, i'll continue won't i?
but i cant go on like this. i cant go on wishing you were still the same old person.
i fell in love with the old you. not the new you. not the one who couldn't remember
all those stuff we did together. its time i move on with my life.

and maybe i'll let the feelings linger, but not forever.

and oh yeah. THANK YOU TO ENAA AND YANA AND FELICIA. lol. the blog happy
birthday thing? yeah. thanks. i saw my ugly face on your blogs. sorry. LMAO.
thanks. and yes. i know. you'll be there. jessie and genie, we'll study hard. im trying
my best and i see the results? lol. thanks guys. and yes yes, will cheer up soon.
aishah, thank you for listening and also not blaming me but actually telling me reasons.
thank you. (: and i love your present! so cute and sweet. i was damn touched la.
hmm, fel, you stayed up all day in school and cross the god damn road with me. thank you.
and yes, they damn fake, so obvious. -.- thanks johnny for all those consoling. thank you
thank you. and yes, i appreciated all youve done. DADDY! lmao. :D
and ridwan. thanks. (: ahahahha. you mat cool/kental/ rempit wannabe/ emo, wait,
emos are so yesterday? lol. yeah. thanks for the advice, BEST FRIEND. lol. next time i meet you bring motor you know, then be like mat rempit. god, im kental. okay. THANK YOU. :D
and wei kiat. yes yes. thanks? :D how'd you always know i feel like crap? and lol. really,
saying that i was important than the person on the other line make me feel so.. accepted?
yeah. thanks! gosh so many thank yous. WELL I APPRECIATED IT ALL.
I LOVE YOU ALL AND BLESS YOU. and study hard for prelims. AND DONT FORGET YOUR
FRIENDS. :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

AND FEL, YOU KNOW WHAT I SAW IN MY FRIDGE WHEN I GOT HOME?
LONGAN! LMAO! AHAHHHHA. ITS DAMN NICE. and how come i havent shit? lolololol!

good night and sweet dreams all. (:

behind the happy faces, you see the tears fall.