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posted : Tuesday, April 24, 2007
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i let you down, you assume that all the time.
im stupid, you say that all the time. im fat and nobody wants to befriend me, nobody wants to know someone like me, thats the truth, you said. im a dissapointment to you, you said. im a spoilt brat. im braggy. im selfish. im everything you do not want in your child. you hate me, i know. why i ask, i still dont know the answer. my tears keep flowing, my heart keeps swelling, if you dont care, why should anyone care? if you says im stupid, what would others think of me? you keep hurting me, yet you dont know, you dont even care. you dont know what it feels like to be in my situation. screaming and shouting wont help, i know it makes you feel so god damn good, but i feel like crap all the time, do you even give a shit? if im such a dissapoinment, WHY DIDNT YOU JUST KILL ME WHEN YOU STILL HAD THE CHANCE TO? im sorry if i was a mistake. i didnt ask to be born, you brought me to this fucked up place name earth. im sorry to have been a mistake. im not needed. im stupid. im a dissapoinment. im useless. i will never make it in life. i will be a roadsweeper, beg on the streets, be jobless and lifeless. okay. point taken. thank you so much for being so god damn supportive. |
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