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posted : Wednesday, April 11, 2007
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hello. today was exhausting. yesterday was fucked up. tomorrow will be
screwed up too i guess. im very tired. speech day rehearsal was shit. im so bored of it. im sick and tired of all the dramas. its BORING. and wasting time. bootlickers are like so whatever. i dont even think i enjoy being a st john cadet in peirce sec. and to add on, peirce is a fucked up school. i hardly enjoy going to school. i go to school, the teachers scream scream scream. what normal acads are FAILURES. fuck you. i go home, more screams. im tired. im sick and tired of my life. im sick and tired of everything. im sick and tired of people lying straight to my face. im sick and tired of LIES. LIES. and more LIES. im tired of people looking down on me. like i'll never make anyone proud. tired. im tired. my life is shit. im so very sad often. i hardly sleeps peacefully. i can never talk to you everyday. why? because you dont care. and im a bitch for not appreciating those whose always there for me. and thats why even though my life is this sad, im so blessed with friends like them. thanks for making my day you. (: thanks for making me smile. thanks for pei-ing me in school. although its just messaging, i appreciate it a lot. i know its expensive, thats why im thanking you. thank you so much for what you've done. you're a great friend. and always there at times when i have nobody. thank you. (: (you know who you are yeah. :D) and for all those whose been listening to my whines and my cries and all my bullshits, thanks for being oh so very patient. (: i still hate my life at times. i dont understand why life is so horrid these days. i know it wouldnt last. but, its tiring. and its sad. and im always so grumphy. i hate it. i hate it when i dont get to talk to him. i dont know why. i tell myself, its no big deal, but im fucking OBSESS okay. i think about it over and over again. our conversations keeps playing in my head over and over again. i hate it. i hate the way this is going. half the time, i dont even know why im this stupid. do you even remember me ? why am i so bloody obsess? urgh. i know i know. i should not think about it. but i cant help it. i miss him OKAY. a lot. why wouldnt it go away when i want it too? sigh. i hope my bad lucks will turn over soon. oh wells. im tired. i need my sleep. i hate today. i hate yesterday. i might hate tomorrow. i hate everday lah. i just hate myself now. ouh. btw. HAPPY BIRTHDAY RICHSON. thanks for always lifting my spirits. you never fail to bright up my sad days no matter when. bless you. (: good night. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. |
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