The Story Of Me
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posted : Saturday, April 07, 2007
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hello. i just finished watching a walk to remember. okay.
i need to admit. im like the most emotional person on earth.
i cried like an idiot, i swear. lol. anyways, its damn touching luh.
if i were to die and have my true love with me, its worth all my life. (:

anyways, i cant believe so much can happen in 3 days. its so fast.
though i've only know you for a few days, i appreciate a lot.
thanks for always making me smile, making me laugh. i do appreciate
the silence. it makes me realise your presence is needed. thank you. (:

i feel so good today, it makes me wanna cry. i know. im mad.
but i think im just so very emotional today. i thought a lot about
what im gonna do. it sucks if i fail n's. im so scared if i cant take o's next year.
i know im not trying my hard to do better. but im trying. and its
not easy. oh god. please help. i dont wanna screw up.
and im in deep shit right now.


dont breathe. dont see. thats all im hoping. as much as i wished,
i cant. if this cant be solved, lets end it. i dont want to hurt you.
i cherish you. and this is were we should stop if its so hard.
my imperfections might be something you couldnt accept.


i hope you can understand. i dont know how i'll cope if you're
really totally gone. its funny isnt it, how a stranger can mean
so much in such little time? maybe im just guillible. i'll miss
you i think. i know why im feeling like this. pms.
i hope i'll feel better somehow.

i'll miss you no matter what.