okay . lots to say . so . i'll load some other times . firstly . nope im not over him . its just so god damn hard . and i keep missing him . so . yup .and now i wanna talk bout that bloody black bitch . this might be the last blog i'll EVER involve her in . okay . maybe gimme a few weeks till hari raya ends . okay . so . i realised . shes SO freaking dumb . she actually had to checked my god damn friendster to see whether im a geek in school like her . well . im so sorry to say that no . i have friends. i love my friends . and i have friends of diffrent races . let me see . theres malay . theres chinese . theres indian . and . there's ang moh too . mind you . a fucking cute one that is . lol . so here we go . i have friends and you dont . im cool and you're not . i kick butt and you just kick you non - existing dick . btw . if you think that having a boyfriend is a big of a deal , let me tell you . ITS NOT . you're like . what ? 14 ? and you're a bitch . and not a pretty one that is . come on man . you're sucha geek . whatcha think . saying fuck you all over the place is a cool thing ? it not . cant you see ? fuck you kinda like exists in EVERYONES dictionary . its no biggie if you write it all over the place and you use it in your everyday life . so what ? we all said fuck you before . why're you sucha geek ? i wished you'd just rot . and what ? stop giving me that fuck face of yours yah . if you think that you look fucking great , then suck you boyfriends dick , make him have sex with ya , and have his baby . tell me . how'd you think of you as ' PRETTY ' now ? look . i might watch cartoons . be childish . act stupid . be goofy . laugh my ass off . but i know . my maturity grows better than yours . and it works when i need it . i dont show off to the whole god damned messed up world i wanna be older . so what if im older than you just by a year ? if you wanna be better than me , prove it . not by your looks , not by how many ex you have , but how your brains couls help you out . btw . i hate you so much , i wouldnt ever remember a thing about you when i grow up , get a life and be happy . (: and you dont need love at sucha young age . it comes when you least expect it .