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posted : Friday, November 24, 2006
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 danish you're sucha sweetie pie . (: i love you truckloads ! firas was behind him . haziq . so tak tau malu . take so much photo . lol . he's cute though .  this is just plain sweet and innocent . (:      i told you she's obsess over him .    haziq . lol .hello hello . today , i am gonna continue my story about danish . (: hah , we met again on 17th october . my computer was still spoilt then . lol . i was from my cousinn house . and urgh . THAT BLOODY BLACK BITCH . she's sucha stupid bitch . da lah pakai celak copy org , nak bagi muke step . fuck off la . okay , im not here to talk about HER . so , i was at sembawang and then my father's friend called , cik madi and cik sudin ( danish's dad ) . thanked god they force my dad to come . and so my dad said ' dah kene paksa la . jom la kite pergi ' and im like oh man ! i was jumping about la . i swear i JUMPED . and my aunties were like ' why is she sooooooooooo happy ? ' and i just gave them a smile . lol . and so . we took cab . from sembawang alllllllllllll the way to clementi . it was about $14 . but i was sooooooo happy . yah . my stomach did a flip-flop over and over again . and whats worst , i only wore eye liner . cuz i didnt know we would go to another house . i guess i was super nervous . the truth is that , that house , was the first time that i met firas . and we sat at the gate talking to each other . we were so young then . but we got along so damn well . and i liked him so much when i was younger . so when we reach already , im like ' do i look okay ? do i look okay ? ' lol . and my sister was self caution too . i dnt know why , since there's nobody her age there . but i guess she was just gonna go obsess over haziq . lol . i thought firas never come la . because last year he didnt come to my house , and i didnt see much of him last year . but i swear part of me was wishing over and over again for him to be there . i dont know why . but i just wished so . and when i reached the front door , there he was . sitting exactly at the place we used to sit together . part of me was so happy cuz he was there , but half of me , wished that we were still good friends who cant talk just about anything . sigh . we didnt talk la . when me , haziq , my sister , adriana , danish and one more cute little girl went outside , he just stayed inside . i hated him for that . so anti social . anyways . DANISH WOULDNT PLAY WITH ME ! lol . he kept saying ' kita tak sayang awak ! ' aiyoh . lol . so i didnt play with him la . my sister got obsess talking photo with haziq . and i talked to adriana - BAD MOVE . she kept asking bout firas , bla , bla , bla , . then i said ' firas attached ? ' ' yeah . name dier dina ' i think its dina la . so . i was like - oooookay . then she said ' ohh im sorry . did i break your heart ? ' and i was like -.- lol . so . when we were done . we went back in . and yup firas was there . obssesing over his phone . we NEVER talked at all , but at least he saw me . i know he did . (: and so , i sit around with haziq . he's really not bad . and he is adorable . and so . we just sit around until haziq , PURPOSELY stepped on danish last finger . and that was the first time i saw him cry . even as a baby , when i met him , he didnt cry . and so when he cried im like ' haziq ! kau sengaja kan ! siak la ' and that was when i wiped away danish tears and let him sit on my lap . and that was the sweetest moment EVER . and he just sit and stopped crying . i still remembered the way he smelled . just like a kid . he smelled of sweat and grape shampoo . awwwh . when adriana talked to me he said ' dont take away my sunshine ' and im like ' danish ? what did you say ? did you say sunshine ? ' and he started to sing ' you are my sunshine my only sunshine . ' . i guess that was so bloody sweet . and i kissed him . (: he is the sweetest 4 year old i've ever met . nothing much happened later just that haziq used my phone to call firas and i hung up and he called back and i hung up again . and then time to go home . ): danish went down the stairs with me and said ' bapak kite ade sports car ' . lol . and i said ' so ? ' and just laugh . i gave him one last kissed and dont know when i'll meet him again . im already missing him . DANISH , I STILL LOVE YOU MUCH MUCH . <3 much love to danish . ((: |
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